Do you ever have a day or a week or a month even where it seems like the very fact of your existence pisses certain people off? I almost wonder if my moving away is akin to situations where someone who was raised in poverty wants to get an education and everyone around them wants [...]
Archive for August, 2008
Lone Wolf
Posted in Dharma, Family, Friends, Loneliness, Personal, life, tagged change, Dharma, Friends, life, Personal on August 29, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Utterly Damn Brilliant!
Posted in Humor, Politics, tagged clinton, Edwards, Humor, Infidelity, Limbaugh, men, Olbermann, Politics, Women on August 27, 2008 | 1 Comment »
It Might Be Good
Posted in Random Thoughts, tagged Disappear, life, Personal on August 25, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
It might be a good thing if I disappear for a while. I’ll play the martyr and imagine no one will notice.
Another Political Blog
Posted in Personal, Politics, Random Thoughts, tagged mccain, Personal, Politics, POW, Random Thoughts on August 20, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So now no one will read me. For some reason when I go on and on about how pathetic I am, my readership goes up tenfold. I write something political and it drops. As a political commentator, I’m an unknown voice screaming among many. I would think I am the same thing as a pathetic [...]
Today is Autumn’s Birthday
Posted in Animals, Children, Family, Love, Personal, life, tagged Animals, Children, dogs, Elvis, Family, Friends, life, Love, Personal, Women on August 16, 2008 | 2 Comments »
Doesn’t that sound like the first line of a poem? Speaking metaphorically of course. I am not, however, speaking metaphorically. August 16 is the day my Autumn was born, in 1993. She died July 19, 2005. I chose her the day she was born and she died in my arms. She lived her life with [...]
Spinning Time
Posted in Humor, Love, Personal, Random Thoughts, Relationships, Writing, life, tagged life, Love, Passing Time, Personal, Plans, Random Thoughts, thinking, time on August 16, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
My blog has turned into two things. One is me going on and on about how pathetic I am. The other is my ranting about the godforsaken political situation in this country. It’s as if my sense of humor has taken a monster shit and been flushed down the loo. It does not exist anymore, [...]
Ronrey
Posted in Personal, life, tagged Depressed, life, lonely, Personal on August 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Ronrey, I’m so ronrey. I wonder if the universe wanted to teach me a lesson that Portland had its positive side too by sending me somewhere that everything would go wrong and cost me a ton of money. Of course, this assumes the universe thinks like a human, which I do not believe. It also [...]
It’s the Cold War with a Terrorist Twist!
Posted in Politics, Ranting, Society, tagged Administration, Bush, Cold War, fear, Iraq, mccain, Politics, Russia, Society on August 15, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I’ll bet you anything the administration is frothing at the mouth to bring back the cold war, only this time with the terrorist twist. Then they can really use fear to their advantage. Terrorists! Communists! War! Oh my! I’ll bet they are wishing this Russian situation had come along earlier so they could exploit it [...]
Hypocrisy and Audacity: Welcome to the USA
Posted in Politics, Ranting, Society, tagged Apocalypse, Bush administration, Condoleeza Rice, fascism, Georgia, Government, Human rights, Hypocrisy, Politics, Ranting, Russia, Society on August 14, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Am I an American? Is our country for real? I am appalled at our audacity. Condoleeza stands up and tells the Russians that it is not 1968, that countries do not invade other countries, take over their capitals, and overthrow their governments? I heard a recording of these words coming out of this woman’s mouth. [...]
A Pox on Advantage Rent A Car and First Hawaiian Bank
Posted in Ranting, tagged Advantage Rent a Car, Advertising, beaurocracy, Business, Corporations, Customer Service, First Hawaiian Bank, money, Politics, rental cars, Travel on August 13, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
Oh we are so small and insignificant. Oh the corporations in this world are so large and monopolistic. They are all the same. There are too many willing to put up with their business practices, too many willing to put up and shut up, that telling them we will not do business with them is [...]
Solo Ambulant
Posted in Children, Family, Friends, Loneliness, Personal, Travel, grief, tagged Family, Hawaii, life, moving, Personal, Roads on August 12, 2008 | 1 Comment »
I don’t fit. I just don’t. I feel like I spend my time in groups of people who fit in whatever they are in, but I’m not of them, I am just there. I wonder if this is a manifestation of mine or if I’m meant simply to be always alone. Surrounded by people and [...]
Blah Blah Blah
Posted in Love, Personal, Random Thoughts, life, tagged Insomnia, life, Love, Personal on August 12, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
So I don’t write a couple of days and they change everything again. Well, at least they moved things around somewhat. It’s not as drastic a change as before. I know a lot of people did not like the other changes, but I did, so I think I can get used to a little column [...]
Dreams and Semi Sleeps
Posted in Love, Personal, Relationships, life, tagged life, loss, Love, Personal, Relationships, sadness on August 9, 2008 | Leave a Comment »
I miss him like my arms are missing, like a piece of me I need to function is not there. I wonder how long this missing will last. I know it is fresh since it is only two days. Yesterday it took only the slightest thoughts to send tears flowing down my cheeks, dripping from [...]
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